Overload...

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Ahhh! I'm so behind on EVERYTHING and currently experiencing a severe case of OVERLOAD! There are so many things I want/need to do, and I can't because I need to study. My house is a disaster. Our "weekend" bathroom project is just now in it's final stages, and it consumed the whole house! The dust, and the parts, and the tools, are EVERYWHERE! Clutter stresses me out. I have a bad habit of not putting away clean clothes right away, but lately, I haven't been able to get to the closet, and I've been busy with (of course) studying. Clean clothes are consuming my bedroom floor. I guess it's better than dirty clothes! I am super behind on my regular email updates to my awesome cousin in Kentucky. I wanna hear about all little details of the cuteness of her new puppy, married life, and her niece that she doesn't put on her blog. I miss my friends. My friend Jess just bought a house right down the street. She is there almost every day working on it, and I've only been to see her three times. I wanna go help! and hangout! My friend Jenn just got a house too, and I haven't even been there to see it since she moved in a few weeks ago! Thankfully, she's having a housewarming party this weekend so I'll be making the time to go and see, and meet her new puppy!!!!!!! Another friend of mine is feeling the breakup blues and I haven't been around enough for her. It also might be nice to have some relaxing time with the boyfriend, other than working on the house and eating dinner together! I got a little behind with school, and my grades dropped below what I am happy with, so I'm trying to crack down and bring them up. Therefore, I have had to make some sacrifices. Okay, a lot of sacrifices. On top of it all, I've been sacrificing sleep. I miss my sleep! I'm hoping this will all resolve itself and settle down soon. I crave a normal life. I want to know what's it's like to go to work, come home, and be able to do what I want without having to worry about studying, or preparing for the following day. I want to be able to pick up a book and read for leisure without feeling guilty.... and I wanna go to bed early without feeling like I missed out on precious hours. I've NEVER had this. I've been in school my WHOLE life. Ugh. Enough already!!! Hurry up March!!!!! I'll even settle for December. Christmas break will be nice. Unless of course my teacher assigns us stuff to do to "prep" for the new term. Which, she probably will. I know it will all be worth it in the long run, it's just been a loooooooooong run for me, and I'm tired! I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel right now and I'm overwhelmed. I need to get back on a good schedule, get on top of homework and house chores, and find a happy medium. But, right now, I need to go study because I have a big test on Tuesday. (and so... the vicious cycle repeats!)